I'm no longer considered obese, I'm overweight, yay! My bmi finally begins with a 2 instead of a 3 :)
I still want to lose at least 30 pounds before June this year. My goal is to be as skinny as possible before my family goes on vacation to Europe. I've been dreading this vacation due to how self conscious I am of my body and my anxiety is crippling when it comes to how paranoid I get in terms of how people view me.
My parents and brother have told me that I look skinnier, it's very encouraging. But I personally think I look the same, and I don't feel any different either.
I'm well aware of the "paper towel roll" phenomenon, but I just wish I could actually feel skinnier instead of the scale telling me I weight less. I love seeing a lower number when I get on the scale every morning, but I still feel fat.
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